How you live your life

How many times can you think to yourself....you are truly going to change? You will take those baby steps one by one...and start that journey you have been looking forward to for so long? How long does it take? Exactly what does it take? Are you truly a person of extremes that lives between the boiling hot place and the frigid cold? Do you have to have a medium? Is it even good for you? What is it that frustrates you in certain areas....and allows you to accomplish things with ease in others? What is it that prevents you from operating at at least 80 percent of your capacity? Is that asking too much of you? I don't think so.....so when will it happen? Is it now? What is it about? Is it consistency? Is it the end results? Sit down and have a long long talk with yourself...one thing is clear...you have to move out of THIS space..and the sooner...the better :)