To Under My Skin-Vivian Green

I can regurgitate my pain
Until I chew on the cud of memories
Which renew themselves soooo fresh in my mind
Is it the words that you say
Or the way you make me sway
Going back and forth
Not knowing what the next moment brings
One day I'm walking on cloud nine
And the next I'm ice cold frozen in time and space as you return this thing
Sooooo deep inside
In those places I where I want to run and hide
How cum you can't just be who you really are
And stop trying to protect yourself as you do and don't disguise
The reality where we walk, talk and exist
But it's your embrace, your presence, that place that never existed that I really miss
Where we were totally happy, sharing lovers glances, touches and stares
Creating that bubble where no one could see glimpse or care
About these star crossed romantic days and nights
Until we had to go back to the space where others see the lie we have both created
Now cum back to me and show me that you are the one who actually made it
What
It
Really
Is