July 4th
It's July 4th, 2006. Do I feel like I have reached a greater understanding of myself? Definitely.
Do I feel like I have made progress in certain areas of my life? Definitely.
I have so far to go, so many things I want to do......but only time will tell. For me, it's basically the beginning of summer. And summer is my season LOL :)....yes it is :). I look forward to what these next two months will bring.....I look forward to rediscovering my passion.....delving...deeper into myself. Maybe I'll just feed off my ego for a little while (Lord knows it's big enough).......but still maintaining my perspective about reality.
I really think this is one of those times and areas of my life...where I better just enjoy life as it's happening...because it doesn't get much better than this. Well, it does and it doesn't. It gets better in terms of achievements.....but things are great right now..and I can make them stay that way.
I saw my ex recently. It was the first time in over 4 years...and wow. My wife doesn't understand why I maintain a friendship with her..she feels that I'm not letting go of my past. Nothing could be farther than the truth. The friendship that we share is sooooo much not what it was in the past..it is so not physical...not....a temptation issue..it's just great to have a friend who can know you for who you REALLY are..not who you pretend to be..and accept you for who you REALLY are. (And for some of us, who we really are...is scary LOL :)......we talk about my marriage, which she has given me incredibly valuable advice about.........about work...(she has walked me through my last two trials).....anyway, it was really good to see her...and I always wish her the best (she doesn't have a boyfriend.....well, that's a whole other story).
Last weekend the wife and I were in DC, and walked along the Wall...and climbed the steps of the Lincoln Memorial...it was.....nice.
I'm going to close out here......I have more entries in my head..but for a later time.
Do I feel like I have made progress in certain areas of my life? Definitely.
I have so far to go, so many things I want to do......but only time will tell. For me, it's basically the beginning of summer. And summer is my season LOL :)....yes it is :). I look forward to what these next two months will bring.....I look forward to rediscovering my passion.....delving...deeper into myself. Maybe I'll just feed off my ego for a little while (Lord knows it's big enough).......but still maintaining my perspective about reality.
I really think this is one of those times and areas of my life...where I better just enjoy life as it's happening...because it doesn't get much better than this. Well, it does and it doesn't. It gets better in terms of achievements.....but things are great right now..and I can make them stay that way.
I saw my ex recently. It was the first time in over 4 years...and wow. My wife doesn't understand why I maintain a friendship with her..she feels that I'm not letting go of my past. Nothing could be farther than the truth. The friendship that we share is sooooo much not what it was in the past..it is so not physical...not....a temptation issue..it's just great to have a friend who can know you for who you REALLY are..not who you pretend to be..and accept you for who you REALLY are. (And for some of us, who we really are...is scary LOL :)......we talk about my marriage, which she has given me incredibly valuable advice about.........about work...(she has walked me through my last two trials).....anyway, it was really good to see her...and I always wish her the best (she doesn't have a boyfriend.....well, that's a whole other story).
Last weekend the wife and I were in DC, and walked along the Wall...and climbed the steps of the Lincoln Memorial...it was.....nice.
I'm going to close out here......I have more entries in my head..but for a later time.
posted by NoRib at 7:17 AM
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