Trial entry
What happens when we fall in love? What happens when we stay in love? Why is it supposed to be such a big deal. I mean you know that whole feeling...the birds chirping...the love songs that just caress your ears......the bright spots that take up your whole existence. Where doest it begin and why does it ever end? What happens when you fall in love with the same person again and again? Does that mean you feel out of love with them again and again?
I still seek to find my center. I know it's here, and I have tasted a little bit of it..and it is sooooo freeing. And what about music? Why is it that I can actually...almost meditate..through music. I say almost..because clearly I am usually not living in the NOW. But I am living in another space and time that becomes so real it is my existence at that moment. There are so many things for me to work on...but for now I need to get through this trial. Robbery in the first degree. Why couldn't my first trial be something like a misdemeanor trial....or even a drug or gun case? Robbery in the first degree where an assault on a 62 year old man is captured on tape. And my guy has a conviction of an Attempted Robbery. And I am thinking that I'm going to win this case (give up the assualt for the robbery). What to do?
I have so many feelings...so many emotions......I just want to
Write
Look deep inside me and see who is behind my center
Come and travel in my world and see what happens when you enter
Into something that is not what it seems
And the reality of my life is like some people's dreams
I can do whatever I want
But there are consequences at every turn
I have memories I refuse to allow them to haunt
Me until I have no longer learned
That if I do the same thing over and over again
It is only a matter of time before the repitition begins
And I find myself in the same place
At a different time
And wondering why certain things I want
I can't call them mind
But for now I am enjoying where I am
So come in and be me for a second
Then you will understand
No Rib
I still seek to find my center. I know it's here, and I have tasted a little bit of it..and it is sooooo freeing. And what about music? Why is it that I can actually...almost meditate..through music. I say almost..because clearly I am usually not living in the NOW. But I am living in another space and time that becomes so real it is my existence at that moment. There are so many things for me to work on...but for now I need to get through this trial. Robbery in the first degree. Why couldn't my first trial be something like a misdemeanor trial....or even a drug or gun case? Robbery in the first degree where an assault on a 62 year old man is captured on tape. And my guy has a conviction of an Attempted Robbery. And I am thinking that I'm going to win this case (give up the assualt for the robbery). What to do?
I have so many feelings...so many emotions......I just want to
Write
Look deep inside me and see who is behind my center
Come and travel in my world and see what happens when you enter
Into something that is not what it seems
And the reality of my life is like some people's dreams
I can do whatever I want
But there are consequences at every turn
I have memories I refuse to allow them to haunt
Me until I have no longer learned
That if I do the same thing over and over again
It is only a matter of time before the repitition begins
And I find myself in the same place
At a different time
And wondering why certain things I want
I can't call them mind
But for now I am enjoying where I am
So come in and be me for a second
Then you will understand
No Rib
posted by NoRib at 7:32 PM
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