Friday, September 30, 2005

Today..I breathe easy :)

Well, let's see. 2 days ago, I did start the Purpose Driven Life. Skipped yesterday, and did the second chapter today. My exgirlfriend (who will remain nameless for now) recommneded this book to me, specifically saying it wasn't that religious. I should try it for 4 days I will see a difference. Well, I want to lodge a complaint with my sweetest ex. The first 2 chapters talk about how you live your life for God, and how God does not make mistakes and didn't make a mistake in you. Interesting. Do I agree with that? Ummmm.......not exactly.

I had a conversation today which caused me to breathe easy. It's funny how your perception is EVERYTHING. How if I were to say one thing, and you were to interpret it as another, your interpretation becomes the reality of my meaning. Anyway, I'm making sense to me. Now, I want to truly focus on my goals..eliminating procrastination and focusing more on my office and career.

Oh yeah. I want to continue with my book. Now that's a struggle.


Today
I look upon life with a pair of new lenses
And breathe in the essence of a whole new reality
As I am about to go to sleep, I can't believe it's really me
Finding...
The man I have always been.

OK, I hate that peice, but whatever, it's how I feel.