Memories
I was thinking about a line in a book I am reading..and it talks about things that you need to do daily..to be fulfilled in life. The author stated you need to be PASSIONATE about something....which reminds me...of moments in my life...those times when you feel...PASSIONATE :)
Let's talk about...going out with someone new. I have a very clear memory of someone nameless.......in my former life when I was dating..I met them outside of a party one of my friends was having. As they are walking out...I was speaking with 2 of my friends..just kicking it..catching up on old times. I looked at them..but since I had a girlfriend (of course)....I decided for some odd reason to be good.....and after looking at them..and they looked at me..I returned to our conversation. As they were passing by, I figured....let me take a look at what the rear view has to offer in this category..because their eyes were sooooo dynamic and clear...their hair was.....the length and type that I liked.......and as they were passing by, they turned around and we made eye contact...and still I figured....let me be good. I figured she would be going along her way and I would keep up with the conversation I was having.....until this girl walked up to the three of us and said "My friend said you guys were talking about her..and wants to know what you said". Of course mentally I think to myself..."OK..you can only be but SOOOO good..cause this girl is sooooo sexxxy"....and I walk right over and introduce myself. This is the part about passion. Can you relate to this?
You know when you can look someone dead in the eyes...and for some reason it's different? I mean you FEEL them...it's like...when you start to connect. The conversation was out of control..there was a back and forth vibe...it was just.....easy...natural. No effort...no need for reaching...just.....being who we were. We exchanged information but when I told her I had a girlfriend, she said she wasn't interested in a man with a girlfriend already.....I figured I understand..but wanted to see how far she was going to push it. She didn't ask for her card back....and told me to email her.
Well kiddies..guess what I did? Of course I emailed her.....and she deleted it without reading it. Of course I wind up seeing her online one day..im'd her, figured if she would blow me off then..it's a rap..at least it was a nice conversation. Well, one thing leads to another, we wind up talking for about an hour and a half. Fast forward about a week and a half later..we go out for lunch. And it's great. I mean...just comfortable. I'm looking at her and thinking to myself...damn this girl is sexy. And I don't mean just the "I look good..I'm too sexy for my hat" sexxxy, I mean the whole package. The look, the clothes, the eyes are INCREDIBLE...the conversation..the interaction..was the type you don't want to end. Communication and the sharing just......makes life great..even if it only is for that space and time. And that's rare. I mean I know that I have done that to women before..where I have felt nothing. And I know that she has done that to other guys...who she wasn't feeling. But that back and forth.....was like two peas in a pod. And do you ever wonder WHY that happens.....and is it just something to show....us....this is PASSION.
Well, I'll talk about the rest of the story at a later time.....but that memory....was like....the perfect date. Without the kiss.
Let's talk about...going out with someone new. I have a very clear memory of someone nameless.......in my former life when I was dating..I met them outside of a party one of my friends was having. As they are walking out...I was speaking with 2 of my friends..just kicking it..catching up on old times. I looked at them..but since I had a girlfriend (of course)....I decided for some odd reason to be good.....and after looking at them..and they looked at me..I returned to our conversation. As they were passing by, I figured....let me take a look at what the rear view has to offer in this category..because their eyes were sooooo dynamic and clear...their hair was.....the length and type that I liked.......and as they were passing by, they turned around and we made eye contact...and still I figured....let me be good. I figured she would be going along her way and I would keep up with the conversation I was having.....until this girl walked up to the three of us and said "My friend said you guys were talking about her..and wants to know what you said". Of course mentally I think to myself..."OK..you can only be but SOOOO good..cause this girl is sooooo sexxxy"....and I walk right over and introduce myself. This is the part about passion. Can you relate to this?
You know when you can look someone dead in the eyes...and for some reason it's different? I mean you FEEL them...it's like...when you start to connect. The conversation was out of control..there was a back and forth vibe...it was just.....easy...natural. No effort...no need for reaching...just.....being who we were. We exchanged information but when I told her I had a girlfriend, she said she wasn't interested in a man with a girlfriend already.....I figured I understand..but wanted to see how far she was going to push it. She didn't ask for her card back....and told me to email her.
Well kiddies..guess what I did? Of course I emailed her.....and she deleted it without reading it. Of course I wind up seeing her online one day..im'd her, figured if she would blow me off then..it's a rap..at least it was a nice conversation. Well, one thing leads to another, we wind up talking for about an hour and a half. Fast forward about a week and a half later..we go out for lunch. And it's great. I mean...just comfortable. I'm looking at her and thinking to myself...damn this girl is sexy. And I don't mean just the "I look good..I'm too sexy for my hat" sexxxy, I mean the whole package. The look, the clothes, the eyes are INCREDIBLE...the conversation..the interaction..was the type you don't want to end. Communication and the sharing just......makes life great..even if it only is for that space and time. And that's rare. I mean I know that I have done that to women before..where I have felt nothing. And I know that she has done that to other guys...who she wasn't feeling. But that back and forth.....was like two peas in a pod. And do you ever wonder WHY that happens.....and is it just something to show....us....this is PASSION.
Well, I'll talk about the rest of the story at a later time.....but that memory....was like....the perfect date. Without the kiss.
posted by NoRib at 6:43 PM
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