It has been soooo long

it has been soooooo long
Since I put paper to pen
Since I wanted to travel...here again
Since I heard the whisper that truly started to move me
Since I felt the touch that truly started to soothe me

It has been sooooooo long
Since I stared dead into a woman's eyes
And was able to separate the truth from the lies
Since I allowed a future to begin
Since I stood on the precipice of sin
Since I even started to CRAVE learning what would make her moan
Since I started to feel the bond knowing the panther is no longer alone

It has been sooooooo long
Since I started to inspire those beads of sweat
Since I tasted exactly how I could make her incredibly wet
Since I had the pleasure of another owning my face
Since I created the memory that could never be erased
Since the moans turned to screams until her vocal chords went hoarse
Since I looked at another and both of us said of course...
It has been soooooo long
Because we are both truly one of a kind
And it might have been everything between then and now....
That brought us to each other and we could find....
This.

Attraction

What is it that forms.....attraction. Have you ever analyzed it for yourself...have you ever truly examined, what the difference is between someone you think is "easy on the eye"...and someone you feel drawn to?
Let's start with physical attraction. If you have a certain body type (it may be tall...or short....busty or muscular....whatever your physical type is). What is the difference between those people who you look at and think to yourself...mmmm....that's an attractive person..and the person that just MOVES you...starts giving you that feeling in the pit of your stomach?
Then the most important part...the mental attraction. Where does that begin and end? Is it someone who has the same or similar level of education (or in some cases LACK of education LOL :).....the ability to "click"..shared interests.....similar reading.......similar tastes in music....at what point can you actually create almost a checklist.....and realize what it is that makes someone attractive to you.
I have to admit that I have felt...very....curious.....about certain people or a certain someone at some points in my life. Then my mind starts to wander. What are they doing right now? It would be so nice to see them.......what would it be like to kiss.....to embrace....to just sit across and laugh and....talk. What would it be like to.......be intimate. What do they sound like when they scream....when they moan. How does their skin feel when your rubbing your hand across their back...even if it's through their clothes? How do their eyes look when you are just sitting across from them, and that feeling of attraction...just allows itself to surface on your face? What is it that creates that curiosity...and what makes it continue?
How is it that certain things just..."click". That certain people can capture your attention to the point where they can exclude all others......and become....your focus? Things I just wonder about....