Song #1-Miracles explode-Tina B

I've been
Fighting off this feeling
I've been afraid to reach out
And take what's really mine
For such a long time

Meanwhile
A certain indecision
With footsteps in the darkness
Will lead me to the line
I saw your lie

Miracles explode
When your heart hits overload
All
Just like the stormy winds that blow
Miracles explode
When your heart hits overload
All I need to know
All the love inside will show

I've been
Looking in the mirror
And trying to find the answer
With questions in my mind
I search for the sign
But I know
That what I need to find out
Is buried in those pages
Of books my eyes won't find
They're so deep inside

Miracles explode
When your heart hits overload
All
Just like the stormy winds that blow
Miracles explode
When your heart hits overload
What I need to know
All the love inside will show

Close your eyes
And go with your heart
It's not surprise
Cause we've known it from the start.

I have
Taken many chances
But some force like a magnet
Is pulling me away
To another day

I said
Miracles explode
When your heart hits overload
All
Just like the stormy winds that blow
I say
Miracles explode
WHen your heart hits overload
What I need to know
All the love inside will show

Feel my pain
Taste my tears
Let me take you back
Many many many years
To the place where SHE
Captured my heart for the very first time
And she was the first person to ever tell me she was mine
The introduction to the first taste of the sweetest kiss
The first moments which would shape my life and she will be forever missed
The very first significant caress
The initiation of the taste of her breast...
The soft nipples which sprang to life in my mouth
The tears which flowed and flowed and flowed....
Before I went to school down South....
The first time I properly entered into a sultry erotic almost forbidden land
The actions that both of us stood when neither of us could truly understand
The one who would become an eternal legend
Before I turned completely ice cold and left those I have forgotten in my path
In these deaf ears they would be begging
To repeat the feats of tossing
And turning
And merging into one complete soul
And I would give ANYTHING
And I swear to you I mean anything
To bring her back for just a moment so I could hold
Her phenomenal physique just one more time
And apologize in the new language that we never got to speak
Because when this world lost her and I cried and cried and cried
Her name was Lori Gonzalez
Did I ever question God.....
Why did you have to die?