Just notes of the day,.

OK. I haven't WRITTEN anything on my blog in a little while. Yes yes yes..I do have to continue my story. And I have a lot more. Today, I am just......in one of those spaces. I will be starting jury selection on my trial on Thursday. Have I written my voire doire out? OF COURSE NOT!!! Will I wing it? Well..I don't know...we were supposed to start last Thursday, and I was going to. I realize now, that I decrease my stress when I actually prepare..just writing things down make me more comfortable. The problem is that I have to keep my mind free, while staring at the list of potential jurors, and trying to remember each point I need to hit on for trial.

My personal life? WHY ON EARTH am I not having sex with my wife? I mean she is incredibly attractive...sexxxxy...but.....I don't even remember the last time we had sex, I think it was November. And at this point in time, I think if we do have sex it will be.......just to have it to cut off the drought? I can recall mind blowing, passionate, incredible experiences (hey..just read some of my work LOL :).......what happened to that in this house? And should we get a divorce? Hell no...unless she leaves, I'm stayin right here.

There is that which I dare not speak of......so I suffer in silence :). Well, those are my brief thoughts of today...I need to come up with a creative reason why I should be looking forward to tomorrow. (OK, I did deposit 2 checks today......that was a very good thing).

Anyway......I will post soon :)