Whatever part 2

Wrap around me
Bring light into my darkness
Bring warmth into my tundra
Touch my heart
In places hidden from most
Lift me higher than my ego can conceive
Exceed my wildest and most passionate dreams
Whisper that good shit that makes my articulation seem elementary
Breathe life into the living embodiment of drama in the flesh
Pull me into your essence until there is no choice but to mesh
Spiritually
Sexually
Emotionally
Then fall back so my eyes become a reflection of secrets no one knows
Fill me with power until so the only thing I show
Is that I was truly
Right

Boi Souljah

Who is this guy? I was just running through Itunes.........I linked into a Kanye West beat collection....figured I would run through all the songs I already know he laid down tracks for. I ran across this artist..Boi Souljah. FEELING him. I think I can't get away from that shoot 'em up nigga die slow music...and he has it down (along with Hell Rell). Damn...well, I know what I will be using for some workout material now.

Well..it's been a little while since I made a blog entry. I'm still trying to get my head together. (Maybe my head is sooo big, it has to take a while before I can get it together :). So what do I want to do? Start writing again on a regular basis. This homicide case is just....stressing me out mentally. I have to get my head together..I really need to work myself up for this one. I don't know why I feel that if I win this one....it puts me over the top. I guess it's my imagination.

I need to....focus. I think one of the biggest issues of focusing on external things...no matter what they are....can be a good thing..but it can be a horrible thing if that outside thing is (a) not good for you or (b) is good for you, but gets taken away.......it can throw you off in a huge way. How do you back up and concentrate? I have all the tools that I need to do it....and I really odn't have much time.

Anyway.....one of my best friends got married this past weekend (Prophet Theron :)......but it was interesting..I guess doing it for a second time...it was a very nice wedding...a nice experience.

Well...I need to post more often here..