Just......articulating my feelings

I know exactly what I wanted to say...about 2 days ago. I let my mind ramble and ramble and ramble....I sat in a state of depression KNOWING what it was about and didn't do anything to help myself. I was looking forward to posting on my blog.....but now I don't. I was in SUCH a bad mood bringing the new year in....and I really don't know why.....well I do...and right now I guess it was a bad idea to try to write...'cause nothing is going to come out. I want to write poetry and my blog won't let me space this correctly :(