Friday, May 05, 2006

The recreation

I have to recreate myself. Again. Basically, I have to get back to some of the foundations I had in a time that seems sooooo long ago. There are things that I do (procrastination) which make me feel...weak. Insecurities that most people never see that...enslave me. I have to free myself....from myself. I have to embrace my strength, and hone my natural energies to achieve the things I want....out of life. My first step of recreation will be....
Silence.
Not silence the way most people may think of it...but silence to things I usually have engaged in....to change patterns of behavior which have become second nature. Pick what I like and leave what I don't. Create my own internal compass to adhere to....and be comfortable with myself. So this week will be the week of....silence.
Let's see how I do.