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For the first time...in a very long time. I taste freedom. I have renewed my focus. I understand things I never understood before..and therefore...I am a different person. Not different as in better...or worse..just...different, and yet the same. I see things I couldn't see before. I have goals...I didn't have before.

Let's review some understandings. If money is an illusion..which it is. And it is a conduit...then whatever I channell my money toward...is what comes back to me. Simple? But complex.

One of the four agreements states...don't take things personally. And yet I do all the time. And it distorts my perception. I am far more powerful now than I have ever been in my life. My future is limitless. And I am just beginning..my journey...is only starting. I look forward to what the future holds...even my pain will be a gift to help me grow.

The last 2 years...I have concentrated..on places that actually did need to be concentrated on. Why? Because I want to change. Change myself. How do you change something you already thing is soooo good? Because you know it's not. Face my reality. Recognize the illusion. And live.

I want to.....live.

Live life fully.

I have...hurt others. Am I sorry? Yes and no. It could have been a lot worse if I were not in the position that I was in at the time. And timing is everything.

I choose to do everything that I do.....and no one else is accountable for me. No one. Therefore...I begin to live freedom..on a limited level. I still have remnants of the traps that have been laid out from my entire life. But I see you. I spot you. I know where you are and where you live. I can eliminate you...all in time.

Meanwhile...I live.

And more than that...I love.

So I choose......

Love...and life